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Enter Erik and Tom

Well Migueal hasn't talked to me in 3 days so whatever haha it's ok. I don't want to be so tied up in one guy that I don't see anyone else. Speaking of which, Tom. I met Tom on line a while back and we have been talking since, three days ago we met up and went hot tubing. There were a couple other people in the hot tub when we got there so after a minute we moved over to the pool and it was freezing. So we just sat down on the steps and talked for a little and then we started to go into the water a little and he pulled me close and kissed me. Then pushed me against the wall and kissed me harder and deeper and it was fucking amazing. We went back and forth between the hot tub and the pool a couple times until more people came and walked in on us when we were kissing. After that we went back to his apartment and he fucked me so hard and it was the best thing that has ever happened to me. I mean oh my hell it was so fucking amazing.  Now there is Erik, I met him on the sa...

Mark, Migueal, and Davis

So my life has been insane and I have been doing so many things that I said I would never do. I mean I lost my fucking virginity! I swore that I wouldn't do that until I was married. I've been drunk. Twice, and the worst thing is that I want to do it all again. I actually have plans to meet up with someone just to hookup. This isn't my life. I don't know what I'm doing. I am so confused because I want to keep doing what I'm doing but I also don't. I don't think hooking up is the best thing for me, I get that. I have guys that I want to date, three, actually. Davis, lives in Georgia and has been there all summer and will be back here for school beginning of September. We went on one date before he left and have talked everyday since. Then Mark, we met in March and have been talking on and off since. He has been in North Carolina all summer for work. He has about a week left and then is going to Europe for a month and then he will be back and we are excite...