Enter Erik and Tom

Well Migueal hasn't talked to me in 3 days so whatever haha it's ok. I don't want to be so tied up in one guy that I don't see anyone else. Speaking of which, Tom. I met Tom on line a while back and we have been talking since, three days ago we met up and went hot tubing. There were a couple other people in the hot tub when we got there so after a minute we moved over to the pool and it was freezing. So we just sat down on the steps and talked for a little and then we started to go into the water a little and he pulled me close and kissed me. Then pushed me against the wall and kissed me harder and deeper and it was fucking amazing. We went back and forth between the hot tub and the pool a couple times until more people came and walked in on us when we were kissing. After that we went back to his apartment and he fucked me so hard and it was the best thing that has ever happened to me. I mean oh my hell it was so fucking amazing.
 Now there is Erik, I met him on the same sit that I met Tom. Erik lives in Phoenix and woks two jobs. He is a vet surgeon which is the most amazing thing ever! Like how sweet is that?! He is a surgeon for animals!!! He is also a stripper.... So thats fun haha. He is going to come up this weekend so we can met and I'm really nervous but also really excited. I just don't understand how a guy who is hot enough to be a stripper would be interested in a girl like me. It just doesn't make sense to me.
I could say that about both of these guys! They are both so amazingly attractive and some reason they think that I am pretty enough to be with. it blows my mind.